down day today.
i don't udnerstand why nj wants to make papers os difficult that nobody can do them,or mark them so toughly that nobody passes.right now,for cts,the average for physics is an o8,the average for chemistry is an o8,and the average for bio is also an o8.
math and econs was a screwup and i don't have to hope for history anymore.gosh this is so demoralizing.for the first ime in jc,i can actually vouch and say that i did work,maybe not as much as i should have,but i did.and if i'm going to get even lousier marks compared to when i didn't study,then i don't wanna study.yucks.all that effort gone down the drain when i could have been watching tv,going out and talking to people.and if i'm doing okay in a lecture class,please don't just take me out.it defeats all the purpose of motivating me to do well in anything.and sometimes,please don't take all the credit for your teaching when we do well and push all the blame to us when we fail.some of us have tuition teachers,and some of us have to fork out money to pay them.
urgh angsty! ^%&%&^(^#$*)&(*&
:( yucks.
